I lost my fiancee on September 21, 2017 unexpectedly. He was only 48 years old but suffered by uncontrolled diabetes for years. Diabetes caused his heart to give out. This blog is a place for me to get my grieving out so that I don’t go crazy from it. If I am able to help others on a similar journey then that is great too. We could all use another ear when we lose someone who is very dear and special to us. I have found that God has helped me a lot and so it is through God that I give praise and speak about how he helps me grieve the loss of my best friend, Tony Holland.